I thought my heart was broken last week, but now I know it is. There is no redemption for this damned, my sin is eternal and can never be forgiven by the one I wronged. All because I was worried for her. I loved her, my heart beat for her. Now I wish it would stop beating. Why couldn't God have taken me last week? Why can't I stop my hurting? Lindsay, I'm sorry I'm so sorry.
I can't take it, my heart be still.